Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Stand Still

Life is beautiful? Life is perfect?

Uhuh....what do you think?

I finally knew and realized that why some of the people why they hate themselves......
and now i know why I officially HATE MYSELF.

reason why....let's see, may be I can satisfy my requirement, blame myself that i really can't achieve my objectives. May be I hate myself that I'm not a genius/smart guy. I hate myself that Everything i can't make it perfect. What else? Hate myself that I'm not born in rich family ?

What if i really really Hating myself and my life? World end soon? Dying ? Suicide?

NOOO.......

Life still goes on, and I should work harder than people in twice time...nope, it's triple time .
Hardcore also have to do it....as I know "Practice makes Perfect!" well that's me, that's my style on how to motivate myself.


Ya, I do, I do hate myself but I'm trying to correct myself to become a better person.


Wish that Tomorrow will be better .

Good Night.

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

New Life

This time really New life huh.

I didn't expect that I can become a Librarian ....LOL.....College University Librarian...
Well, I was chosen to be a Probation librarian when i was in Form 2, but then Didn't get pass to become a Officially Librarian.....So now.......I'm a Librarian ! =='
Get paid, so it is satisfy from now cause I have to complete my 2 subjects then only graduate.

For sure after this semester i will officially work as full timer. Most probably will looking for another position, Looking for Marketing ,HR, PR, Financial department? haha.....

Actually my life .....just let it flow and plan for the future.
Set my high aim target..... Be a millionaire before 30-25 years old!? Can i do that? huh.....
My heart is telling me that I can do it ...but then... Sure or not?
"Belum Try Belum Tau"

I must take a risk in business...Too bad that I have to start from 0....zero....Nothing
Everything have to work by self .....do by self..
was planning to buy a bicycle by own then cycling to Train station then go to college or work ...
I have no choice that My family is started to broke... But I really have to stay strong and build a strong team ....to earn money.....It is hardly to find a trust-able person to work with. Also have to be aware...... Life is not fair ... but you have to take it as a challenge .

As you said I can't give everything to you, but would u provide everything to me? uhuh.... I don't think you can....

Blah....it's over. I don't care and Ignore this girl.

Hope she won't appear in my life ANYMORE. It's so BUGGING ME FOR LIFE.

I failed to participate for FHM 2011....it's quite disappointed but I have to stay tough and move on also. Failed doesn't mean i will keep losing. I will rise myself up again and GO FOR the Next Challenge .


I believe i can , I believe I can give for my future family has a happiness life. I believe myself can be better. I need to trust myself....

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Emptiness ...Lifeless..

I lost my direction, again , again and again.

I have lost my Plan, my dream, my future.

Emo...? =='

What should i want in the future?
What should i need to do from now to the future?
What Can i Do for the world?
When I can start my plan again? set my plan again..?
Where should I start my plan ?


Things to do for now:

  1. FHM 2011 Hot Cooking Competition
  2. Principle of Marketing, Computer Application at least score B+ (A)
  3. Doing Research for the Job
  4. Gym (work out and don't be lazy)
  5. Clean my ROOM and now it's look messy ! =S
That's all i think?

I am feel so so so Empty ~


Just realize that I changed alot. and kind of weirdo ..
I think....
Because of lost direction to make me become weird kiddo.. xD

But then, I wish that My life can be even better than last time...

Oh ya, Hope that I dont wanna be in Love, As a guy, should have the income first only get a girl friend. I had learnt a terrible lesson. I deserved it and I have to be more strong, tough.
Sometimes, People said how bad are you, You can't fully trust on what he/she said, if you did, you have no confidence to be yourself.... is it?
Sometimes you can believe what your friend said it to you, it is depending how you change for yourself and does it worth to listen from what he/she says.

Haih.......


"人生有多少个10年!? 最重要的是活的痛快!!"

I hope so....



Loo Kang Shen !!! Come on !!!

Friday, May 27, 2011

New Objectives

Be Millionaire in the next 6 months!?
On Goin..wish can success....

Monday, April 25, 2011

Serious Case

After I came back from intern. A lot things had changed.

I also changed, become Kia Su further ...LOL.... but seriously, i changed in bad behavior..haha..
Don't worry, I'm doin and changing on it..

Well...so this is my really "Last" Semester which I was differing 2 subjects , Principles of Marketing and Computer Application. So...my classmate, Wong, Keegan , Michelle and Wilfred had already graduated ....so left me... I joined with all Juniors...haha still feel not habit because previously only 5 of us were in class and easy to concentrate in the class, but then now...46 students in a room !

Haha....Finally I feel.....Lonely? Last time was eating together with classmate , but then , now alot students with different gang, where i should join? Haha...I just find anyone to accompany me to have lunch. I don't mind which gang, I just need people that can talk to and having meal together...

Anyway, Why not You(me) can enjoying your life? haha....

When i came back from intern, The feeling is different from last time (Feeling= When i was in College, Had fun all the way.) This feeling can make me see through everyone's attitude, true color. This feeling is really make me feel annoying and I don't know why i have these kind of feeling. Become mature already? nah... I don't think so, I still have a lot of spaces that can improve myself.

"Lonely....I Mr.Lonely....I have nobody.....For my own ~~~ " -Akon- Lonely
Haha ! of course I still have friends..

Anyway, I hope and wish that Everything will be fine....wish that my life is getting better than better , Tomorrow will be better. =D

The End of story...

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Think too much

Most of the people would like to think too much....especially Girls... but some or most of guys also ....why huh?

Reason why people will think too much is because each other lack of understanding, don't know well each other so that is why people will make the same mistake.
secondly, sending wrong message, people will feel "eh what kind of attitude like that?" "Why you did it to me? , or "Why you hurt me ?" then .... Think too much again and again.

Think too much also can create the imagination, and which is a wrong practice's theory.

How to solve the problem? let's see......

It is depending on how you look at the person.

Just to be whoever you are, be yourself are also a good way to help you avoid the "think too much" theory.

Just enjoying your life, be friendly and talk less , this may helps you wont let people misunderstand you. Just listen what your friend gossip and then THINK BEFORE YOU TALK. so that people will won't easily get trouble on you.

In Love,
Mostly people will think too much because of love.
If you and your boy/girl friend certainly understand each other well, i guess don't need to think a lot. Love, yes sometimes will making people down and moody, but then you have to think and solve it doesn't need to emo and down for a long time. It may harms health? haha....
Hurts....Just need time to heal, and be back to yourself, so you can avoid the feeling of Hurt.



Haha....i don't know what i can write somemore....I don't want to think so much ! LOL

Anyway, that is my point of view. If the sentences that you may not acceptable , I hope you don't mind.

Good Night ! =D
Brand new day, brand new life everyday !
Every Morning will have the new start. New fresh air~

Enjoy your life and Go on ~

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

我爱的人

我知道 故事不会 太曲折

我总会 遇见一个 什么人

陪我过没有了 她的人生

成家立业之类的等等

她做了 她觉得对的选择

我只好祝福她真的对了

爱不到我最想要爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人

她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人

她真幸福 幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人 她已有了爱人

从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能

每当听见 她或他说我们

就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

她做了 她觉得对的选择

我只好祝福她真的对了

爱不到我最想要爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人

她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人

她真幸福 幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人 她已有了爱人

从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能

每当听见 她或他说我们

就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

每当听见 她或他说我们

就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声