One Way , One Future.: I'm so lazy to post up....

I'm very lazy to post up the new post right now....because i'm very stressful on studies....not enough time to do any assignments...the time table is very tight.....every monday to friday 8:30am to 5:30pm or may be will sometimes will late....like 8:30pm++ only go home....gosh.....when i got free time to sleep more......every weekends only or sometimes weekends also need to school or do assignments....of cause i got time to relax myself....watch drama...check facebook...bla bla...but it's just only at weekends.....oh gosh...what to do?? i feel like wanted to give up..but i can't and i Don't because it will waste my parents money..it's already in Sem2...it's still can hold on..=\ by the way if i stopped this Culinary arts course..i think i don't have any course that i wanted to study....my secondary fren also ask me wan to come their college to study other courses...haha..but..Work harder will get reward...for myself..i think that even i work harder, but my brain is still the same...means that not very smart ..in cooking.. besides...i was felt very disappointed that is i feel that all chef lecturers are very worried about me...i do so slow , i didn't work smart than my classmates...just all negative way..uh-huh...i'm already trying to work harder , do harder , think harder and hold it longer...because i have body and mind fatigue...

sigh...what to do?